Sunday, 8 July 2012

Sajak buat Muslimah

sajak untuk MUSLIMAH

Seorang gadis itu
yang lembut fitrah tercipta,
halus kulit, manis tuturnya,
lentur hati ... telus wajahnya,
setelus rasa membisik di jiwa,
di matanya cahaya, dalamnya ada air,
sehangat cinta, sejernih suka, sedalam duka,
ceritera hidupnya ...

seorang gadis itu ...
hatinya penuh manja,
penuh kasih sayang semuanya,
cinta untuk diberi ... kasih untuk dirasa ...
namun manjanya bukan untuk semua,
bukan lemah, atau kelemahan dunia ... ia bisa kuat,
bisa jadi tabah, bisa ampuh menyokong ,
pahlawan-pahlawan dunia ... begitu unik tercipta,
lembutnya bukan lemah,
tabahnya tak perlu pada jasad yang gagah ...

seorang gadis itu ...
teman yang setia,
buat Adam dialah Hawa,
tetap di sini ... dari indahnya jannah,
hatta ke medan dunia,
hingga kembali mengecap nikmatNya ...

seorang gadis itu ...
bisa seteguh Khadijah, yang suci hatinya,
tabah & tenang sikapnya, teman ar-Rasul,
pengubat duka & laranya ... bijaksana ia,
menyimpan ílmu, si teman bicara,
dialah Áishah, penyeri taman Rasulullah,
dialah Hafsah, penyimpan mashaf pertama kalamullah ...

seorang gadis itu ...
bisa setabah Maryam,
meski dicaci meski dikeji,
itu hanya cerca manusia,
namun sucinya ALLah memuji ...
seperti Fatimah kudusnya,
meniti hidup seadanya,
puteri Rasulullah ... kesayangan ayahanda,
suaminya si panglima agama,
di belakangnya dialah pelita,
cahaya penerang segenap rumahnya,
ummi tersayang cucunda Baginda ... bisa dia segagah Nailah,
dengan dua tangan tegar melindung khalifah,
meski akhirnya bermandi darah,
meski akhirnya khalifah rebah,
syahid menyahut panggilan Allah .

seorang gadis itu ...
perlu ada yang membela,
agar ia terdidik jiwa,
agar ia terpelihara ... dengan cinta Rabbnya,
dengan rindu Rasulnya ... dengan yakin Deennya,
dengan teguh áqidahnya,
dengan utuh cinta yang terutama, Allah dan juga RasulNya,
dalam ketaatan penuh setia .
pemelihara maruah dirinya, agama, keluarga & ummahnya ...

seorang gadis itu ...
melenturnya perlu kasih sayang,
membentuknya perlu kebijaksanaan,
kesabaran dan kemaafan, keyakinan & penghargaan,
tanpa jemu & tanpa bosan,
memimpin tangan, menunjuk jalan ...

seorang gadis itu ...
yang hidup di alaf ini,
gadis akhir zaman,
era hidup perlu berdikari ...
dirinya terancam dek fitnah,
sucinya perlu tabah, cintanya tak boleh berubah,
tak bisa terpadam dek helah, dek keliru fikir jiwanya,
kerana dihambur ucapkata nista,
hanya kerana dunia memperdaya ...

kerana seorang gadis itu,
yang hidup di zaman ini ...
perlu teguh kakinya,
mantap iman mengunci jiwanya,
dari lemah & kalah, dalam pertarungan yang lama ... dari rebah & salah,
dalam perjalanan mengenali Tuhannya,
dalam perjuangan menggapai cinta,
nikmat hakiki seorang hamba,
dari Allah yang menciptakan,
dari Allah yang mengurniakan,
seorang gadis itu ... anugerah istimewa kepada dunia!

seorang gadis itu ...
tinggallah di dunia, sebagai ábidah, da'ieyah & mujahidah,
pejuang ummah ... anak ummi & ayah,
muslimah yang solehah ... kelak jadi ibu,
membentuk anak-anak ummah,
rumahnya taman ilmu, taman budi & ma'rifatullah ...

seorang gadis itu ...
moga akan pulang,
dalam cinta & dalam sayang,
redha dalam keredhaan,
Tuhan yang menentukan ...

seorang gadis itu dalam kebahagiaan!
Moga ar-Rahman melindungi,
merahmati dan merestui,
perjalanan seorang gadis itu ...
menuju cintaNYA yang ABADI!
amin....
 
p/s: tak tahu sumber asal penulis sajak nie..ana skadar copy jer..moga bermanfaat..

Wednesday, 4 July 2012

My lovely students..

Assalamualaikum..
tibe2 ari nie rajin la plak nak bercerita ttg my lovely students..lovely ke???...hmm..tak taula nk kt..meh sme2 bce and define sndr la ek...
bermula minggu pertama kelas
bg semester ini...seperti biasa dengan jantung y berdebar2 walaupun bkn first time pun mengajar..tp besela I'm wondering how my students are???...can be controlled or not...tp pe2 pun depan students kne la kawal darah gemuruh nie kn..be confident!!!..<----(byk kali gak ckp kat diri sendiri)
1st class - ok, not too much students as before and quite familiar with some students...(yes, i know you..i know you..heheheheh)..however it quite awkward to teach someone who did know me well..(ohh..there are three of my sahabiah....ohh..nooo...)..I'm just pretend to be ok but look..what she did in my class???..she sleepy...hmm..ok nevermind..i'll text you letter..after the ice-breaking session (with all the rules created by myself..heheheh) I dismiss the class...owh..wanna to know the rules???..juz quite simple rules..i'm not really cruel but i'll be cruel if u against me..so..
No 1 - please be punctual in my class...i'll waiting for you only for 10 minutes and i'll lock the door.. (but you can use "pintu belakang") and u'll have a punishment for being late.
No 2 - please do not skip my class without any reason...i'll deduct 2 marks of your quiz or test
No 3 - please come to my class with the proper attire..do not wearing the "selipar jepun"
No 4 - before we start our class someone need to give any tazkirah and i'll give two marks bonus
Only four simple rules..so any question or objection u may ask..all the students kept quiet..so we all got the deal..
Very simple and smooth...
2nd class - waktu mlm...student plg ckit that I ever had (mcm lme sgt mengajar..hehehhe)..very fewer students but too active...however I don't know why I'm feel not belonging to this class..it's ok..juz a first meeting..so, we'll see what happen for next meeting..

3rd class - this might be the worst....the "lovely" batch in my faculty..however I juz positive my mind...they will be ok..sharp on 8.00 a.m..there is nobody in the class...ok, i'll wait for 10 minutes..they never knew my rules..its ok...8.15 a.m...still nobody came..I walked out from the class and waiting outside for my "dearest" students..bump with one lecturer of my faculty.."oh, what are you doing???"..hmm..."just waiting for my students.." she look at her watch which weird face..."which batch??"..hmm.."part 4"..."owh, please be patient or u'll get heart attack.."..I can expect that answer...oh, my God, please give me a lot of patience...later than three girls come into the class...ok, juz be patient..8.30a.m..a boy come.."where's others??".."maybe on the way miss...""are they always come late???""as usual miss"...arghh..."so what the others lecturer do??".."juz let it be"..."ok..I don't mind with others but in my class you need to follow all the rules..bla..bla..bla...I'm really angry but I know I should not let my anger to my students..so, I juz give some motivations and encourage them to be more excellent and not skip the class..luckily there is a student called "Labi" can cheer up the class coz I'm really do not know what to do with only 5 students only..
After the class I tell my officemate about their attitude..."they are like that..u wait for some boys will come to your class after 4 weeks or 8 weeks of the class...".."oh, I don't think I can stand with those students...I need to find a way solve this..."hmm...

4th class - from the same class but different group..."are they same or this group is better???..."" they are same..the problematic students..."..oh,no..can I handle this???...I want to come late for 5 minutes..when I walked to the class I see many students stand outside the class..are they my students???..when they look at me, they entered the class..alhamdulillah at least more than 10 students..when I look at their faces, ok, I know some of you..they are very happy students and quite talkative..however I feel easy with them..still proceed with my rules eventhough I feel quite assure whether they can fulfill it or not especially for tazkirah..ok, juz see...
After the class, I say to my officemate "alhamdulillah I feel so happy they aren't as what others say"..oh really??dah bertobat kot..heheheh.."but u see for group B..I don't think they are change.."

After a week the class started I need to let go one of the best bacth group to others lecturer and I need to teach new code...MGT 361...International Business...oh no..the subject that I always sleep in the class before..and I need to teach my former students..oh..I can't accept this..but when we are the new lecturer, what can I say is "yes, it's ok..I'll do it.."with the former students which I do't like so much but I need to teach them again..they are good actually but for the attitude of coming late, skip my class and don't want give tazkirah until I force them..why I should teach you again???...hmm..

All those story for the first two weeks..now, I can accept all my students..for the worst batch group A and B..they are not seriously in my class and sometimes they kept lose their focus especially for group B..sometimes I feel so tired to kept them focus..however, I'm so impressed when they are giving tazkirah..very meaningful and sometimes touching...eventhough others say they are problematic students but I think they are ok but juz quite naughty and need some attention..but the most thing that I proud of is they are not easily skip my class..I don't mind if they come late but at least they came to my class..that make me proud to have them as my students and I know I need to work hard to make sure they can score my subject..for my former students...I know I can give them a chance..I should change my perception and treat them as what they want..I know they have effort but need more courage..and for the group from the best batch, I juz wondering how to handle them..they look so stress and too focus in my class..I want them to be enjoy and more cheerful in my class......to all my students..who u are or how ever u are..u r still my students and love u so much and that's why I want to share everything I have to make sure u'll be success..whatever I said it's juz for your sake..juz believe me and I'll do something to help you..hope God always bless u and make your life more easier...

Tuesday, 3 July 2012

Warkah rindu..

Warkah alunan rindu
kian menyepi
tanpa bicara
tanpa kata

Tiada lagi puisi indah 
tiada lagi madah pujangga
tiada lagi bait kata
menikam jiwa

Warkah rindu 
dibiarkan sepi
tiada lagi pena menari
tiada lagi bunga-bunga bicara
tersusun rapi
bagaikan ternoktah sendiri

 Namun
biarpun warkah kian menghilang
biarpun warkah kian ditelan masa
masih ada setia menanti
masih ada yang setia merindu

Warkah rindu itu
sekadar warkah bisu
namun lenggok tari
bahasa bicaranya
bisa mengguris rasa
menyentap hati..

Lalu kubiarkan warkah itu 
terus menyepi
biar masih ada yang menanti
 
Jangan dinanti lagi
jangan ditanya lagi
jangan dirayu lagi

Cukup cukup sudah
cukup sampai di sini
berakhir kisah warkah rindu
biarkan segalanya berlalu
segalanya tak bererti lagi
kerna ku tak ingin trus menyakiti...